|Monday, May 1st, 2006|
this is gay.|
i made a new account.
add me or fuck you.
|Friday, December 16th, 2005|
1:33 pm - Keep it a secret...
Its my fucking birthday today.
current mood: chipper
|Thursday, November 24th, 2005|
11:53 am - i hate seeing you hurt, it makes me want to cry and hold you tighter
i went home with him yesterday after school.|
his mom picked us up behind the main building.
we had to make a stop at the boat store before going home.
then of course, we went home.
we hung out.
watched movies on tv.
played with his dogs.
god i love those dogs.
especially sandy. what a sweetie.
his aunt and uncle came home from his grandma's.
i loves his aunt. aunt debbie. lol.
his cousin came in a little while later, i def didnt like her.
hes the one for me.
i can tell you that right now.
and so can everyone else.
he really did prove that to me yesterday.
i love this boy.
and everything about him
i hope everyone has a wonderful thanksgiving.
current mood: creative
|Sunday, October 30th, 2005|
12:18 pm - you got 10 minutes to do whatever you gotta do
i miss my best friend|
that, and i love my Zackery.
current mood: crazy
|Tuesday, October 18th, 2005|
8:44 pm - hair ruins everything
so livejournal is kind of pointless now.........
good day at school. :) aced 3 of my tests. do a dance for me.
im watching gilmore girls, isnt that interesting.
i got new shoes, from pacsun. they look like ballerina slippers. i feel all delicate in them. ♥
i miss people. its crazy.
eh, like i said before - livejournal is pointless now.
oh, and new layout. GO LOOK? i was bored.
current mood: content
|Sunday, October 16th, 2005|
3:38 pm - there is always one more fall....
im in love.
and i dont care who knows it.
current mood: loved
|Thursday, October 13th, 2005|
8:34 am - mend the broken home
i dont really have that much to update about...nothing special has really happened.
i miss my best friend.
zack and i are amazingly wonderful ♥
we had PSAT's yesterday forever.
we're off school today and tomorrow.
im going to the movies to see "WAITing." with zack.
im eating poptarts.
fun stuff eh?
( now im stealing your bodyCollapse )
current mood: cheerful
|Friday, October 7th, 2005|
4:39 pm - searched for so long
so. i've decided that there is a few people in this world that i simply could not live without.
10) Zackery ♥
I'm terribly sorry if your name isn't on there. But I'm not editing the list. I would die without these people and I love them so much. They're always there for me when I need them. It doesn't matter who they're with or what they're doing. They stop, and help. And I do the exact same thing for them without a second thought. There used to be one more person that I would've have put first on this list. But I've moved on from him. I wish I didn't have to say it. But it's true. I'm tired of waiting, and tired of you. So forget it all.
School was eh..I don't even really know. Interesting I suppose you could say.
We had a substitute in 2nd period, that class was absolute hell today. I almost murdered my first human being. Hi Brandi :) I hate you.
4th period we went to the media center for some kind of FCAT bullshit. But it was sweet because we just got new computers, flat screens whaaaaaaaaat?!
Lunch was beautiful. It was rainy and gray and just plain miserable. But I paid no attention to the weather. My attention was directed to something/someone of more importance. I don't think it's too necessary to mention his name ♥
Mommy and I are venturing out to Waterford tonight. I'm buying Christmas presents early, since I finally have money. Hooray for jobs. Then we're going to this new store that opened last night. Kohls. Im buying things there too. Love me.
Jess is calling me tonight. I'll die of happiness.
Note to you ♥ : Catch me when I fall. Because its happening fast with you.
current mood: touched
|Thursday, October 6th, 2005|
8:47 pm - did you see the way they ate dinner? it was perfect. like a dance.
He's far more wonderful than I imagined.
And you know what? I'm absolutely thrilled with it.
current mood: cheerful
|Sunday, October 2nd, 2005|
|Friday, September 30th, 2005|
4:58 pm - decker was my meal ticket
001. Name: Veronica
002. nick name: Ronika, Ver, Vernns, Vonica, Sexy Heffalump, Vunny ♥
003. Single or taken: Taken. Sorry hoes :)
004. Place of Birth: Winter Park
005. Zodiac Sign: Sagitarious
006. Male or Female: Female
007. Your last name: Rhoades. Anyone wanna adopt me, or marry me ;), so I can have a new last name?
008. School: Colonial
009. Occupation: Student
010. Residence: My house.
011. Your sn: Ask and I shall tell
012. Hair Color: Dark redish/purple and brown
013. Hair Long or Short: Shoulder length now
014. Eye Color: Hazel/green
015. How do ur nails look: short and green
016. Height: 5'7
017. Do you have a crush on someone: Yes. On Zack.
018. Do you like yourself: I do.
019. Braces?: Luckily NO, they came off 3 years ago
020. Think your hott? Kind of.
021. Piercings: 6
022. Tattoo: None yet
023. Righty or Lefty: Righty
024. First Kiss: Alex Rivera in 6th grade
025. First time: Virgin
026. First best friend(s): JESS ♥ Nikki, Heidi
027. First Award: Best Hair Award. BAM!
028. First Sport You Joined: Soccer
029. First pet: Dog
030. First vacation: Ohio
031. First Concert: Moody Blues, with my parents =D
032. First Love: No comment
033. Movie: team america, napolean dynamite, kung pow: enter the fist
034. TV Show: family guy, anything on fuse, lost
035. Color: green or black
036. Music: indie/rock/metal etc.
037. Song: we dreamt in heist -anberlin
038. Food: spicy chicken from wendys
039. Drink: coffee and mountain dew. but not together or anything.
040. Candy: skittles or snickers
041. Sport To Play: football, but usually only when its raining outside so i can slide around
043. Brand Of Clothing: Tilt
045. School: i liked liberty, because i met most of you guys there.
046. Animal: liger
047. Books: the bar code tattoo
048. Magazines: transworld i guess
049. Eating: a doughnut
050. Drinking: sprite ( i know. im SO healthy )
051. Mood: VERY content
052. Online: if you mean, am i online i have but one word for you - DUH
053. Listening to: foo fighters - best of you
054. Thinking About: someone i dont want to because he SUCKS
055. Wanting To: talk to someone very imprtant....
056. Watching: my hair blow around because i have the fan on ( ps, my hair smells REALLY good right now )
057. Wearing: torn jeans and my black and green Tilt shirt
058. Want Kids?: someday
059. Want to Get Married?: someday
060. Careers in Mind: artist or something of more importance to the world
__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___
067. Cute or Sexy: Both
068. Lips or Eyes: eyes
069. Hugs or Kisses: hugs and THEN kisses
070. Short or Tall: tall
071. Easygoing or serious: easygoing but serious when its necessary
072. Romantic or Spontaneous: both
073. Fatty or Skinny: average
074. Sensitive or Loud: both
075. Hook-up or Relationship: relationship
076. Sweet or Caring: Both
077. Trouble Maker or Hesitant one: little bit of both
___Have You Ever___
078. Kissed a Stranger: no
079. Drank Bubbles: yes
080. Lost glasses/contacts: psssh yeah.
081. Ran Away From Home: no
082. Broken a Bone: not that i know of
083. Got an X-ray: yes
084. Broken Someones Heart: i hope not...
085. Broke Up With Someone: yes
086. Turned Someone Down: yes
087. Cried When Someone Died: yes
088. Cried At School: no
___Do You Believe In___
089. God: yes
090. miracles: sure why the hell not. i could use one right about now anyways
091. Love At First Sight: No
092. Ghosts: no
093. Aliens: no
095. Heaven: yes
096. Hell: sure why not
098. Kissing on The First Date: sure, but no sticking of the tongue down the throat please
099. Horoscopes: Yes
100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You Can't Have? Theres someone I DID want but seemed like I couldn't have. But I don't think about him anymore.
current mood: complacent
|Thursday, September 29th, 2005|
6:46 pm - since your dateless.....
It's been a couple of days since I've updated, how's everyone doing?|
Not much has been going on....I've seen my Sayums a few times these past couple of days. It was nice.
My dad's finally done working these crazy shifts he's been working. So now we don't have to tip toe around the house like mice so he can sleep :)
Things with Zack are going GREAT. We're going to a barbecue Sunday, where he will LOSE at football with me ^.^
I miss my Jess so very much. =(
♥ ♥ ♥
I can't wait to talk to you this weekend hunny
Wanna know how bored I am? I'm watching Phil of the Future on Disney. ahHA.
I'm all done. Things to do, People to talk to. Yanno.
PS. New layout, new icon. Love me.
current mood: cheerful
|Saturday, September 24th, 2005|
4:11 pm - what happens when your passions get STIRRED
its one month today ♥
and what a wonderful month it has been
thats all i have to say :D
oh and OF COURSE, jessface. my wonderful astounding, lovely, caring jessface, i miss you SO much.
what DOES one do without her best friend? i cant WAIT until wednsday.
♥ i love you all. well most of you anyways
current mood: *muah*
|Thursday, September 22nd, 2005|
3:09 pm - i cant help you fix yourself, but at least i can say i tried.
this isn't supposed to happen. plain and simple.|
***These are the 12 signs of falling in
12. You'll always wanna be with them...
11. You'll read his/her IMs over and over
10. You'll walk really, really, really slow
9. You'll feel so shy whenever you're with
8. While thinking about him/her... your
heart will beat
faster and faster...
7. By listening to his/her voice... you'll be
6. While looking at him/her..you can't see
the other people around you...
you can only see that
5. You'll start listening to love songs.
4. You'll really, really like love songs...
3. You'll get high just by his/her smell...
2. You'll realize that you're always
smiling to yourself...
1. You'll do anything for him/her........
but it doesnt work out the way its supposed to.
current mood: curious
|Tuesday, September 20th, 2005|
5:57 pm - cookies ladies?
today was a wonderfully rainy day. :D
1st period we had a test, which i aced. thankyouverylittle.
3rd period ms. DICKson had us work on our 1 and 2 pt perspective drawings. for once we actually drew instead of spending the whole class period writing.
lunch, was wonderful. it rained for a bit. zack and i just walked around. caitlyn gave me chicken :d patricia gave me a cookie. mmyum. and angie gave me lovelove. ♥
5th period i didnt have anything to do since i already did all my enlargements (ps, my 5th period is photography for those of you who dont already know this)
lets cut to the chase, shall we?
( wamBAM its picture timeCollapse )
current mood: mmsunglasses
|Friday, September 16th, 2005|
7:28 pm - 21 years later they'll meet each other for the first time.....
first of all, i hope it doesnt take 21 years to see you for the first time.|
i hope its even less than 21 days.
though i live about 1/2 an hour to 45 minutes (depending on traffic) from d.i.s.n.e.y.
what a wonderful week this has been ^.^
we got progress reports yesterday and today and I have 3 A's and 3 B's
go me. =D
and i re-did my layout. GO LOOK AND LOVE IT.
my best friend evereverEVER.
im so sorry about what's been happening the past few days/weeks even.
you dont deserve it. and i just want you to be happy =( no matter who its with, and who its not with. if i could, i would put you together with exactly the person it is you want to be with, and then give you hugs ( =D YAY HUGS! ) and everything would be perfect. -_- you know that i love you dear. and im always here for you, no matter how alone you think you are.
♥ ILU ma'am
so...thats about it.
oh, zack and i's one month is next saturday =D one month already. goddamm. lol, fascinating. anyways, congratulate us.
current mood: mwee.
|Sunday, September 11th, 2005|
9:50 am - summer lovin' happend so fast
last night was amazing.|
he is truly amazing.
i felt like such a loser in my dress, and my sis curled my hair. i did my own makeup because noone touches my face but me.... -.-
but for once, it came out looking perfect ♥
he looked absolutely adorable.
i was stunned. :)
he was sitting on my couch when i walked out of my room with my nephew.
and his face went from smiley, to :O to :D to ;D
and he bought me lilies. i love lilies...and he remembered that.
they were beautiful.
we got there and i saw rachel when we got upstairs, she hugged me and my necklace got caught on hers and it broke. :(
so i had to have zack put it in his pocket so i wouldnt lose it.
then all three of us went inside and found a table. i took off my shoes and added it to the shoe pile on one of the tables towards the front of the room.
i danced with zack, brittany, and jackie most of the time. brittanys boyfriend, dustin, was behind her, then it was brittany, then jackie, then me, and then zack. it was so much fun. then jackie went off to find her a man. so me and brit and the guys danced together the rest of the time.
brittany didnt leave my side once. she was my hardcore dance partner allllll night long.
and zack didnt let me go either. he held onto me the whole night. telling me how amazing i looked :) ♥
i saw so many people.
matty looked hot and adorable in his red shirt and black pants :D
adrianna looked amazing in her green dress
karina and glorian! hot stuff!
raye looked sexy
matt laberge and amanda looked cute
HEATHER AND CHARLIE!!!!!!!!! hottttttttttttttt shit right there! ♥
and a shitload of other people we all knew.
great night. and it was even better being there with my Foo'.
i wish you could have been there LaJessa. ♥
Im so tired. and i need to wash the pounds of hair stuff out of my hair
current mood: satisfied
|Friday, September 9th, 2005|
6:11 pm - no wonder shes so bitter
some people never change.
some do. change for the worst.
some do. change for the best.
and the rest, just dont bother with them.
im tired of fakers. im tired of liars. im tired of thinking about some people all the time. it really gets quite annoying. and i'm done with it all.
dont bother talking to me anymore if all your going to do is be fake, and lie about everything in a sad attempt to make yourself seem important and/or cool. it doesnt fly with me. and i will tell you so to your face. 'kay? 'kay.
homecoming tomorrow. im really looking forward to it. zack and i talked about it all day today. it was wonderful. im quite the lucky girl. hes amazing.
i dont know why i wasted my time dating other people, its kind of hard to figure out what i saw in every other guy. and its kind of hard to picture myself without him now.
anyways, pep rally today after school. it was interesting. in a bad way.
far too loud.
far too annoying.
far too...everything bad.
but it wasnt too bad. i was surrounded by a few of the people i adore dearly.
he didnt let go of me the whole time.
and you know what? im so glad.
we're going out to dinner tonight. mmmmfun. i love chicken :D
random i know. sorry bout that.
im all done.
current mood: mmsunglasses
|Thursday, September 8th, 2005|
3:32 pm - look how pretty she is when she falls down
oh shnapp. homecoming saturdauy -.-|
whoever thought of this stupid event was seriously disturbed. *sigh*
but im looking forward to it. heidi, my wonderful beautiful heidi ♥, is going with her lovetoy jeff ^^ and she promised me a dance. :)
mmmpuffy cheetos are the shiz. those plus mountain dew own.
dear wonderful best friend of mine,
im sorry your heart hurts.
i really wish it didnt.
i hope your ok.
for real ok.
you mean alot to me. always and always.
damn i've gotten soft lately.
i miss some of you people.
OS I REDID MY LAYOUT. GO LOOK KTHXBYE
current mood: mwee. hats.
|Tuesday, September 6th, 2005|
5:46 pm - thanks to you, now i get what i want. since you been gone.
STOP Breaking Jess's Heart. Because Everytime You Make Her Heart Hurt, It Makes Mine Hurt Too. And Best Friends Shouldnt Do That To One Another. And Im Tired OF All The Fucking Pain.
Your Leg Brace Looks Like It Hurts. I Hope It Doesnt. -.-
and im spent.
current mood: dammit.